I saw this girl in the summer. We are both in our mid 20's. We were never really officially together, and the whole thing only lasted about a month and a half. We were extremely emotionally and physically intimate with one another. I started getting real feelings for this girl, but it was only after she told me she had feelings for me. Then.. out of the blue in early August she broke things off via text message.. I was very hurt by this, and contacted her asking what happened. She was extremely vague at answering me. I gave it a month, gave her a goodwill message asking her how she was... she never responded. I gave it another month.. early September I sent her another goodwill message... she didn't respond. So I've just learned how to move on. I still thought about her from time to time, but the pain eventually eased. I felt no closure, very blind sided... and worse I missed her quite a bit. I've had flings before, but this one in my eyes was really different. I really felt something for her.

Well... 2 days ago she emails me telling me she is now ready to be friends and apologized it took her so long to reply to me. I responded to her email yesterday. I divided the email into 3 paragraphs... one of them told her how I was.. the next one (and most important one) I told her how she hurt me, exactly how I felt, and I didn't understand what she was doing. The third paragraph I asked how she was. I figure.. why not bring it all out in the open right? The worst thing that can happen is she ignores me or doesn't speak to me, which I've learned to live with.

She emails me back telling me she's a bad communicator and that she didn't have an explanation at all other than "it just didn't feel right". She apologized for hurting me, said she was truly sorry. She did not, however, answer my question "Why now? What drove you to contact me now?" I responded to her second message reiterating that question.

What do you think she wants? I don't understand how she can ignore me for almost 3 months and talk to me out of the blue like that... then tell me she doesn't have any explanations other than "it didn't feel right".... even though that statement in itself is so contradictory to what she told me and felt no longer than a couple days before she broke things off. I'm scared of 2 things here.... 1) I'll get feelings for her again, and 2) She will get feelings for me. This girl really hurt me... but honestly it felt really good to hear from her. So.. what does she want? What should I do?